MUSIC & THERAPY

The moment when you realize...when all the dots connect...and it all comes together. It all makes sense. So many things are coming up for me recently. My inner self, my inner insecurities, everything that has been holding me back has bubbled up to the surface. Some call it Karma. It might be it. But what i'm finding most available to me is content for my songs.

I just finished writing a song named 'Good Girls'. And it came from this place deep down. This inner need to communicate, to fully express the deepest emotion, the deepest thoughts. I can't explain... I've sung in front of people before and i've had experiences in performance that has this euphoric feeling. I thought the height of my musical experience had already been realized. Until I found the courage to express from the deepest parts of me. PURE THERAPY.

I read somewhere that the creative process... is a dueling one. And it helped me to embrace that idea to  write this song. Pure frustration was all that motivated me to start. But patience, persistence, and digging deeper is what got me to complete it with actual ideas and lyrics. I'm entering into a new dimension with my creativity. "MY VOICE" is not just the vocal chords and ability to make beautiful sounds. But it is now my words, my lyrics. "MY VOICE" is the inner frustration coming to the surface and expressing thoroughly without holding back.

I'm really excited about this new song. I feel it is the first song out of what i have done so far that is purely authentic on the content side. There has been hints of it in "MY REALITY" and "NO WORDS", i think I was really tapping into that before in the beginning with these songs. So many things have been coming up for me..and I am finding an incredible way to evolve my musical path.

Now i want to explore. Continue to dig deeper, react, and write. Life is pushing against me. I can push back with my music!