Impulsion and indecision

We'll let me tell you how Venus retrograde is fucking with me. I'm def acting on my impulses these days and I'm not sure if it's serving me. I wish somehow to release the burden that I have for all the places I've worked and every boss I've defied. Lol. Maybe this is just an inside joke between me and myself but what I can say is that I am learning how to see the big picture in everything. Remembering the big picture can keep me grounded. I really thought that maybe I could join another fitness studio but I must have lost my marbles because it did take an inside job to get were I'm at and it would have to be the same to leave. I could mope about this and feel real stupid and shitty but instead I am going to brush it off. Take a nap refresh and forget about this moment altogether. 

I'm gonna be honest with myself here cause successful people apparently are very honest, I'm feeling a little lost with no direction. Yesterday's taste of creativity was therapeutic. And did cut the edge off. It's a heavy reminder to stick it out through my unfinished business and to not put much energy into trying something brand new right now. Okay world lesson learned.