I took a wonderful class today!
An afro-caribbean class at mark morris dance group. WOW! I am blown away. This was supposed to be a new way to work-out. As I am embracing the letting go of things and trying newer things. However, this class turned into a spiritual experience immediately. I forgot how much dance is so therapeutic even as a creator. It gave me peace...through sweat and activity. My moon in gemini, doesn't get peace. And for two hours i was totally apart of the present moment experience and nothing else. My mind too wrapped into coordination and learning and then letting go, expressing, performing... it was everything. I was so close to not going, but I am also trying to release that practice too...so I pushed my will to find the place, trek through the snow, and it was one of the utmost rewarding experiences I have had since I started spinning. Spinning, Dancing, Yoga... yes I am carving out my new lifestyle and i am so in love.
This week and the past few weeks have been...treacherous. The venus retrograde has had me in question and confusion. Not sure if I should do music anymore...was even a moment..! My job at the fitness studio is only rewarding when I am focused on the big picture -- working out. But i've been engulfed in work-related drama and daily issues. I can feel the thick negativity rising from my old spa days. And I just know this is going back to old ways. But the scorpio themes, the uranus square themes are saying to let go. My north node in 8th house and south in 2nd, is teaching me to let go. Letting go has been the theme...and while I know change is difficult for me.. I've got to say..i've been doing good and recognizing that and adapting anyway. So kudos.
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My scorptonian exercise today : What do I need to let go of? What do I need to begin?
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