Tonight I watched the beyonce documentary. It was incredibly touching watching the life of another.
For so long I've been saying that I want her life. But after tonight I am boggled by this stupid statement.
Her life belongs to her. And mine is what it is supposed to be. I am amazed at her life and I am so happy to witness it. It inspires me.
Now it's time to trust myself and take my life by the reigns. Connect the dots. Release the fear.
I believe in my dream. And I want to let go of the materialistic desires. I believe I am so much more and if I trust myself I can achieve. I can. I'm so scared... So I dream of being someone else. It's time now to get my feet wet in this life of mine.
What I take from this moment is that I want to experience my life in those multi dimensional layers. I have spent so much of my energy desiring someone else's that I am not experiencing my own. And I know that my own life is as rich and beautiful and hard and challenging.
We all have our challenges and obstacles. It's what you do with them that matters.
I can do this. I see that the music business is just as faulty as any business. The life of a celebrity in the music business is not just glitz and glamour. There are good days and bad days. Just like how they are in my life.
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