Today was a number 2 day. Usually they say beware of insecurity, but sometimes I think number 2 is more about having such a heightened intuition that you can read underlying messages.
Today I showed a picture if myself from 10 years ago and I just felt a little too vulnerable. Yes I do look very different from then but I don't know I just felt like there is always something being held back from these two.
I think there is a need of empathy that one should have towards a person on a sensitive subject. Not everyone will abide by this but you would've hoped that those closest to you would. I think their comments had truth. But they cut deep .
It's not like I would've said it myself. I think for me it might be. Well I just got it.
Some people have Saturn over you. And they must deliver what they are going to say carefully or they will sting you. I think these two people have a lot to teach me but don't understand how to deliver.
My defense fields are up still. But I think it just might be sensitivity. I am going to have to be prepared for what's to come. As the layers come off and my truest self revealed I can be vulnerable. And I will need to know how to move forward even f something shakes me up.
My physicality is changing and so is my insides. I am thinking differently I am becoming someone even older even more matured and on her way to her dream.
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