Creating an Environment of Wealth

I have struggled for the past few years when it comes to my relationship with Money and Wealth. I've journeyed through self-help books, lectures, and my studies in Astrology to find the answers that will free me from this constructed way of life of depending on finances. I've considered the spiritual realm of money, how it is non-existent and existent at the same time. How it is just a piece of paper, but the only piece of paper that matters in my society. I've tested the waters, in living day to day with as little as possible. Or more like I was forced into this situation several occasions. I'm forced into the situation as we speak. I've done vision meditations, practicing seeing myself with and without money and learning that it is I who attracts it, it is I who is the wealth and the 'money'. I feel I have learned much, but still find myself in the same cycle of not being able to have the material goods that I feel i need to progress myself forward.

This morning I woke up with my money on my mind. I looked around at my house and my surroundings. Yes, this will be another week of squeezing tight for some change. And i've come so far in my studies, and my outreach with folks, I've come so far in changing my life around, but still have this big problem that keeps me feeling like my hands are tied behind my back. I've considered my morning routine. I get up. I use the bathroom, Maybe brush my teeth, find some coffee and get to studying and planning my endeavors. This is my passion. And I'm struggling because I don't see how I can make money from that which i'm passionate about.

Knowing that this is a persistent reality I have to face. I look at my surroundings and I say, am I truly creating the environment of which my money can grow? I look at the things I choose to spend my money on, and if my environment reflected a better use of my resources, then I know there would be money I can hold onto. What i'm saying is, I see that my lifestyle is still spending without knowledge. As much studying and planning that I do, I still don't apply this knowledge to my basic living needs.

This week I'm planning to just clean out my environment. I'm going to make my home my rich soil for which to plant my seeds. I have to understand myself and what will motivate me to take action, and I have to take baby steps towards that. So this week, since I will be strapped for cash, Instead of sitting home and sulking about it, i'm challenging myself to live as if I'm wealthy. I have so much that is taken for granted even with zero dollars in my pocket. I feel that my vibrational frequency to even attract money is not where it needs to be. To feel and live as if i'm wealthy already. I believe that is key here to moving out of this endless cycle.