Some of the mantras and the themes that have stuck with me throughout the year are..
"EMBRACE CHANGE"
"FEEL THE FEAR, AND DO IT ANYWAY"
"Work the passion muscle"
"Eliminating the time draining aspects"
"BE TRUE TO YOU"
"SEEK INSPIRATION"
I've come through such a spiritual and personal transformation over this year.
IN 2013 The things i'm most proud of are...
... I launched my fitness journey to another level! I have successfully found a workout that ignites the fire, that gives me something to look forward to and that gives results. I can't tell you how many friends in my innermost circle who compliment me on the physical changes that my body is going through. it is truly something to celebrate as this has been an issue plaguing me since i was about 12 or 13~
...I strengthened my vocal ability. Through the work I did with fiverr (especially throughout the summer) I have found an incredible strength and agility in my vocals that I've never had before.
...I found confidence! Me and confidence are friends now and we may even be kindred spirits.
...I took the ultimate risk. I let go of an old job, old friends, and embraced the new!
...I found compassion. Persistence was never an issue. And when it came down to my sister and her severe condition, i knew that i would get her over the bridge and into healing hands. it was a challenge all on its own. But what I learned and had to embrace throughout that experience was 'compassion'. And let me tell you...I was resisting it for a while. But when you love someone you have to see them eye for eye, you have to let go of your pride and find empathy. Compassion was birthed out of this situation this year.
...I made an even deeper commitment to my partner. We had duked it out this year. We had seen the evil that can creep into a relationship and we stomped all over it! I learned in this year to stop running away when things get tough...I literally learned that my running away helped no one, especially me.
...I overcame trauma. The eclipse season in April-May put a hurting on me!! Wheweee. I went through a very scary moment in time and I turned it around. On that day, I saw it as a blessing, I reason to wake up, to stop zombie-ing around in my life and take control. I molded with the life code to be more aware. This horrible moment this year, gave me the mid-year push that i needed to stick to my guns.
So Thank you 2013. You've been so good to me. This is bad cause I'm going to miss this #5 year energy. It suits me well. Just pure raw freedom was what i needed to break out and have a break-through!!
The things That I didn't quite hit in 2013 ---and i'd like to put my attention on for the NEW YEAR. These are my truths.
- Financial SECURITY - I had a lot of setbacks with finances this year. And this is my truth, I have not the discipline practice to keep this at bay. Everything I do is in need of immediate pleasure. And that is not going well with my Scorpio in saturn which is on the way this year.
- EATING/HEATH - I still am having binges. I notices this earlier in the year, and it gave me a few blue days. But then after that I never really addressed it. I'll have 3-4 days of binge eating and drinking soda, and then 3-4 days of working out and trying to pull it back together. If I want to find myself in a size 4 top and size 6 bottom, I will have to address this. But even more.. its a pullback to my health. I can sweat it off, but if i'm not eating right, i'm not reaping the full benefits of my hard work. ALSO, i'm still a heavy smoker, and i need this to change big-time in 2014.
-Creativity - my stamina to explore my creativity, my willpower. is affected by everything around me. There were moments of aha. And a lot of moments of gray. This is essential to me for the new year. As I build my 3 year plan to the billboards.. I will have to overcome this and so much more!!
So there it is 2013 - in a nutshell. This year was one for the books. Everything that had happened to me in the past 4 years up until this year, was preparation for the beginning of my transformation. I have to learn now more than ever to not hold onto past things. To keep moving forward. To not let others influence me more than I influence myself. To strengthen my intuition. To not say things just because others want to hear it. And to speak truthfully and honestly. The most successful people are the ones who are most honest with themselves. And thus, I think i have found one of my themes for the New Year!!
"BE TRUE TO YOU"
"SEEK INSPIRATION"
I've come through such a spiritual and personal transformation over this year.
IN 2013 The things i'm most proud of are...
... I launched my fitness journey to another level! I have successfully found a workout that ignites the fire, that gives me something to look forward to and that gives results. I can't tell you how many friends in my innermost circle who compliment me on the physical changes that my body is going through. it is truly something to celebrate as this has been an issue plaguing me since i was about 12 or 13~
...I strengthened my vocal ability. Through the work I did with fiverr (especially throughout the summer) I have found an incredible strength and agility in my vocals that I've never had before.
...I found confidence! Me and confidence are friends now and we may even be kindred spirits.
...I took the ultimate risk. I let go of an old job, old friends, and embraced the new!
...I found compassion. Persistence was never an issue. And when it came down to my sister and her severe condition, i knew that i would get her over the bridge and into healing hands. it was a challenge all on its own. But what I learned and had to embrace throughout that experience was 'compassion'. And let me tell you...I was resisting it for a while. But when you love someone you have to see them eye for eye, you have to let go of your pride and find empathy. Compassion was birthed out of this situation this year.
...I made an even deeper commitment to my partner. We had duked it out this year. We had seen the evil that can creep into a relationship and we stomped all over it! I learned in this year to stop running away when things get tough...I literally learned that my running away helped no one, especially me.
...I overcame trauma. The eclipse season in April-May put a hurting on me!! Wheweee. I went through a very scary moment in time and I turned it around. On that day, I saw it as a blessing, I reason to wake up, to stop zombie-ing around in my life and take control. I molded with the life code to be more aware. This horrible moment this year, gave me the mid-year push that i needed to stick to my guns.
So Thank you 2013. You've been so good to me. This is bad cause I'm going to miss this #5 year energy. It suits me well. Just pure raw freedom was what i needed to break out and have a break-through!!
The things That I didn't quite hit in 2013 ---and i'd like to put my attention on for the NEW YEAR. These are my truths.
- Financial SECURITY - I had a lot of setbacks with finances this year. And this is my truth, I have not the discipline practice to keep this at bay. Everything I do is in need of immediate pleasure. And that is not going well with my Scorpio in saturn which is on the way this year.
- EATING/HEATH - I still am having binges. I notices this earlier in the year, and it gave me a few blue days. But then after that I never really addressed it. I'll have 3-4 days of binge eating and drinking soda, and then 3-4 days of working out and trying to pull it back together. If I want to find myself in a size 4 top and size 6 bottom, I will have to address this. But even more.. its a pullback to my health. I can sweat it off, but if i'm not eating right, i'm not reaping the full benefits of my hard work. ALSO, i'm still a heavy smoker, and i need this to change big-time in 2014.
-Creativity - my stamina to explore my creativity, my willpower. is affected by everything around me. There were moments of aha. And a lot of moments of gray. This is essential to me for the new year. As I build my 3 year plan to the billboards.. I will have to overcome this and so much more!!
So there it is 2013 - in a nutshell. This year was one for the books. Everything that had happened to me in the past 4 years up until this year, was preparation for the beginning of my transformation. I have to learn now more than ever to not hold onto past things. To keep moving forward. To not let others influence me more than I influence myself. To strengthen my intuition. To not say things just because others want to hear it. And to speak truthfully and honestly. The most successful people are the ones who are most honest with themselves. And thus, I think i have found one of my themes for the New Year!!
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