I'm def at the point where I'm tired of waiting and hiding. I want to really live and experience wonderful things. I am ready to put myself out there.
I still have insecurities though. I still am so sensitive to how people see me, think about me, and treat me. I wish they would see me as this beautiful being that is walking here on earth. Watching this young lady on the platform, I just felt like no matter what is wrong with her, she would get the benefit of the doubt more than I would. They say the grass is always greener....so I don't know it's just my own foggy perspective. In July, I'd like to focus on seeing myself as beautiful and worth it. If I was to get a tattoo, it would read, you ARE worth it! I spend so much time worried about what others think and how they think of me is how I think of myself. And I'm tired of trapping myself in that way. If this guy thinks I'm cute, then I think I'm cute. If I'm getting ignored or not enough attention, I feel like I'm back to square one... Not worthy enough. I wish to ground myself and find the inner happiness with me and who I am.
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