Yes I have been busy. Busy living life, working hard, getting rest and continuing the nurturing to my body. Learning new things that I can do and discovering the new found strength that i have. It's very awesome and I am just so grateful for this time in my life.
I really am amazed at how my body is able to do so much. It's the little things that make the biggest impact. For instance, when walking to the train, i get to the train station at least 2 to 3 minutes faster than I used to!!
I can carry heavy bags and my arms don't even really burn. And whenever I break a sweat... I love it.
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Now for a really cool update! So I am all about taking risks this year right? If I am to accomplish the impossible, I've got to get my feet wet right? I've got to get out of my comfort zone right???
Well, I bought a series of "introduction to pole dancing classes" Hahaha !! I've always loved to dance and the next thing I wanted to add to my workouts was dancing!
Yesterday I went to my first class and it was so intimidating! I was fighting a lot of emotions including "what the hell am I doing??!!!" But I relaxed and decided to just have fun and do the best that I can. I could barely do any of the pole moves but I loved the sexy dance warmup. I def am going to buy more of these classes!
Here are my top reasons why....
1. Intimidation is healthy.
It's been a long time since I did something that I wasn't good at. I am starting from scratch with this and I think that it's so good for me! The instructor is the real deal and she is not playing around. I loved her no-nonsense attitude and swag-- that's that stripper business swag. I hope some of that I can acquire.
2. Body love.
In these classes you get up close and personal with yourself. I've never been the girl to be outright down and dirty sexy.... But I've always dreamed of being THAT girl! And now I'm on my fucking way!
3. Fitness elite.
This is a real workout; no joke. It's fun, sexy and once it's over you are sweating and sore in all the right places.
I can't believe this is me. I can't believe I'm about to go back next week. I can't believe I'm becoming this person who gets scared but does that shit anyway. I love the old me-- but excited of the new me emerging! I'm so grateful for this journey. At this moment I am so moved to tears. I am in awe at myself and what I have accomplished and continue to do so. I am proving to myself that if I just pay attention to my own life and stand in graciousness I will open my eyes to all of the wonderful blessings and abilities I have been given.
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