save the hero.

one of the things that i learned on my journey in leadership is that you have to be strong enough to take hits. you have to know that because you are the one in charge you are not just on a pedestal. people will criticize you. they will look hard to find something wrong. and because of that. you have you to be on your A+ GAME.

and that i did not do here. i did not do what was right. and now my karma has come back to me.

so now i find myself in this space where i don't know if i should stay and fight or just let it go?

i want to have a powerful impression. and this one was powerful yet painful..

i don't know what i want anymore. i find these situations as a lesson to see how important it is for me to stick with my music. i feel like i'm drowning in this place. i did it to myself. i would be soaring if i had done the right actions. my guilt is affecting me and how i operate with the ones i love. i dont trust them because i don't even trust myself. how have i come to this?