"PROCRASTINATION IS FACING THE REALITY YOU RESENT. ITS NATURAL. JUST PLUNGE RIGHT IN..." --- @askmonte
WOW. I absolutely love this saying and i do believe it is so true.
I have been procrastinating on a lot of things, my songwriting, my singing, my exercising, cleaning my house, leaving my current job.....
My life has felt like a slow moving train, and i'm the conductor.
This weekend, i've been away in the Hamptons on my own and although its not a set-up that i would enjoy, I am finding this time to be very useful. I've busted through my procrastination when it comes to the backed up work that I needed to get done. I've also been able to take 2 fitness classes!
Just a few months ago, I was on a roll, working out 3-4x a week! But as soon as my routine gets disturbed, i find it is very hard for me to get back on track. Now that I've pushed through my resentfulness of my reality, I am feeling a little more back on track. And i'm feeling a little more like myself.
The past few weeks, my weight gain has really brought me down. I not only feel sluggish, but I just feel heavy and immobile. Its amazing what just one fitness class can do. There are no immediate results when it comes to looks. However, the rush of sweating and pushing your body to its limits energizes you in a way that nothing else can. I also realized how much tension I was holding in my body, just from the stress of whats been going on and because I haven't been taking care of myself.
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