Monday, October 19, 2015

Musica

I've been in agony mentally about my music lately. I want to do my music but I have so much uncertainty on what I should be doing next. 

I want to write more songs and I want to work on my old songs. I am seeking to work on music this week. Integrating it back into my life amongst the other forms of media that I'm really into. 

I have to work on some meditation and relaxation to help center and ground me. I feel out of balance. Mixed in with fairly contented feelings but feeling constantly like I'm missing something. 

I'm fearful about my memory. The ability to remember small things and big things. I've been an avid smoker for a while. Of course this would catch up with me. 

What I'm focused on right now in my life is healing, balance and creativity. 

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  1. tis an eternal struggle, as a writer and creative mind myself I often find myself second guessing my work, both academic and creative. However, hindsight is 20/20 and in that sense we must let our creations speak for us in relation to that particular moment in time and what it signified then. Your focuses are similar to mine in that sense, healing and balance is essential to render the best creative output. Creativity, imagination, and expression is so very unique to every individual, and is thus so much more important to express and share; I believe its what makes a human, human.

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    1. yes indeed <3 so unique to each individual. the concept to embrace the creativity as it was when I created it. I believe that is letting be what be. And now maybe I can create again. thank you

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