The thing I do Best

I did it for my hair journey. 

I did it for my fitness journey. 

Now I will take on my music journey. Healing. The healing process has been the secret weapon to my current journeys. With my hair, I healed the lies I told myself about what I can and can't do with my hair. With my fitness, I let go of other peoples projections and healed how I viewed my body. Now I walk on these journeys still with more love for myself than I started. I didn't  know it then, but I broke the core beliefs that were trapping me into the same painful cycles of self hate. And as I continue I use that healing to help me continue. I don't think I can ever go back to that place I was before I started my hair or fitness journey. For ever since that healing occurred I have been freed. 

I am truly seeking that same freedom in my creativity, especially in songwriting. I wan to write with a freedom that I've never known before. Right now I'm blocked and I don't feel I can truly access my creativity for many fearful reasons. So now it's time for some mental, emotional healing. It's time for me to break the barriers that are keeping me from my best work. That's exactly what I did with my hair and fitness now that I think about it. 

I have a now official blog called 'the cycle breaker' where I introduce my techniques to help others. I want people to feel free to make a choice just as I have done on my journeys. Even though I enjoy putting my best foot forward, I still need this blog, my personal blog to help me continue my work. There is still more freedoms to discover. I want to continue my hair and fitness journey and this blog is the foundation of my work. So here we go. 

It's A New Year! Welcome 2015

oh yeah.

We made it through 2014. It was quite a whirlwind of a year. I felt like I was as prepared as I ever was going to be. But nothing could completely prep me for what has come and gone over this year. I truly feel like I am a different person and have undergone a thorough shedding. Through this deep journey, i've birthed some creative platforms for myself that I plan to commit to in the New Year. I feel that the ride of 2014, has brought clarity to my calling and destiny. At the beginning of last year, I came up with a theme - a nice suggestion from a co-worker. I knew the energies that we would have to experience. And since I knew that it would be an unexpected ride, I chose my theme to be 'Courage'. Wow! What a good choice. And at different moments in the year, I grasped on for dear life to my inner courage. I think a yearly theme is a powerful practice.

I'd like to continue this beautiful practice. 2015, looks to be an incredible year! After what i've learned, I want to embody that 'life is what you make it'. I've noticed my patterns that slow down my progress in the endeavors that I dream of doing. I still have a lot of inner work to do in 2015, but I can't stay introspective all year. It's now time to put what I have learned into practice. So for 2015 my personal theme is 'Be pulled, don't push'. Sometimes I can get carried away. With so much at my fingertips I want to put my dreams into physical manifestation, but I understand that it will need to take its time. In order to soak up all the goodness that my life has to offer... I want to use this theme as my road map as I venture out into 2015 as this renewed sense of me.

Yes, i think it will be a Happy New Year!