Just a little over a week ago...
I experienced a fairly traumatic event. I won't be a drama queen about it. I'm mainly happy because i survived it and It could have been even worse. But it was still quite traumatic for me.
First time I've ever experienced being mugged and robbed. I was confronted and ran into by two hood chicks who punched me jumped me and took my shit.
A very big wake up call for me. I was on auto-pilot. I should have been more aware. But i'm not too hard on myself.. more than anything else i have learned that I need to get my head back in the game.
There are wicked people out there. And i'm tired of being fucking trampled on. I've learned in the past week that i NEED to wake up. Cause there is a game being played whether I like it or not.
It's unfortunate that I had to experience that. But I know that time, hardwork, and peace will get me through this and i will end up on TOP.
More importantly, I know that the world out there is full of people that should not be trusted. And while I've always wanted to be the person that was loving and caring and giving people the benefit of the doubt and even a second chance... I just can't do that. I've got to stick to my guns, learn how to protect myself and stop being so goddammned NAIVE.
okay lights out.
